At the same time with much financial burden upon me in a failed real estate career I discovered CBD Oil opportunities. I interviewed many companies but the one I have been representing and building since February of 2018 got my attention fast. While the products weren't so different this network marketing company was doing something unheard of. My opportunity to earn money with them wasn't guaranteed but it was free to join.
They had me at free. As an entrepreneur at heart I saw someone was seeing me for the first time in a long time. Someone opened the window and let the sunlight pour upon me. Someone saw me and knew the only barrier to my success was my inability to fund it. Someone said free to join and free web site. There hardly has had a week go by I didn't have a weekly deposit and now...they are growing.
When Rosie had her second episode in just weeks I knew I had to bring her to the vet and let her go to sleep. At the same time my CBD Oil Wellness Capsules arrived and I was going to use CBD for the first time ever. I... was going to use... wait a minute. In THAT moment I looked at Rosie. I googled our Wellness Capsule ingredients just to be sure. Right. No THC. Pure oil and a vegan wrap...that was it with no other ingredients.
I decided if I were going to put Rosie to sleep...she was on the floor next to me on the left... the capsule was in my right hand... its just food, I thought... there is nothing to lose and everything to gain. You know she can have it. It was evening. I gave her a capsule of 10mg.
Rosie's improvement over night and every day afterward amazed me. I never planned for her to live another year that night...but she did. She became my inspiration and my business partner! Rosie lived CBD life every day with me! We had long talks and I took lots of videos of her improvement. Several of our new business partners would visit us at the farm for training and she loved to play ball with them. Others took notice and they, too wanted to improve not only the quality of their lives but their pets as well!
There hardly has been a week go by since February of 2018 I didn't have a weekly deposit and now...they are growing.
Sadly I did finally have her fall asleep in my arms this past May of 2019. I was thinking strongly of her and am today this past week. Many tears have fallen. I miss my business partner. She was there through it all even the web site change of 2019 when our income started to dwindle as our company went through a huge growing pain. I was able to mark myself safe but found I had to rebuild again.
I have rebuilt. I am on my way to CT. I have survived our growing pains. I have been rewarded as the money starts to flow again. I had to make this the most important thing in my life. I had to move, put things in storage and change my circumstances. I had to put aside emotion and yet still use emotion positively to provide energy. I continued my CBD Oil daily to give me strength and mood support to lessen the anxiety. I had to be tough.
Most of all I questioned myself. What are you doing. You are crazy. Do you really think you can do this. You can't survive this. How are you going to take 30 years of your stuff and move it all out in an organized manner in two weeks you must be kidding yourself. You are a Southerner how are you going to handle the North. The traffic, the noise, the fast pace, the accents. All I can say its a good thing I learned to decorate professionally. I could do in two weeks what might have taken someone else two months. It is now two months later.
There was a moment ... a brief moment but THE moment Rosie and I shared as we were saying good bye. She did not know why she was at the vet that morning. We were just doing a routine physical. She figured it out as the table rose. She looked at me like...what is going on Mom? I was face to face with her and my hands were holding her head. I couldn't speak and of course neither could she so I used body language and stared into her eyes. With a little nod of my head I conveyed with a determined look ... we got this.
Rosie immediately mirrored me. In that moment she also got tough and settled down. She stared back at me with all the trust in the world. We did not stop looking in each others eyes and it was with courage we shared that gaze, that moment and our love. Soon after she was sleeping in my arms and we all just spoke about God. The rest of the event was pure love and the image of her now a few months later is what makes me cry so much now. What we did took courage but she looked so beautiful at peace in my arms before her final breath. What a brave girl you are I said. What a brave, brave girl. I love you so much.
I am now on my way to CT to meet the owners of our company and my business partners who were responsible for enrolling me. It is no wonder Rosie is heavy on my mind. She was my testimonial but more than that she was my business partner. People always say if you want to be successful at anything your reason why has to be big. The money I have earned bought her food, payed our electric and payed for her CBD which she got first before me. It extended her life a year and it made her happy even as she continued to age rapidly. She could catch her ball again! She enjoyed her herd of deer, rabbits, squirrels, birds...there were probably a few cats too! She loved them all and she loved me.
My reason why now goes up to the heavens! Somewhere up there over the Rainbow Bridge I know she is watching me. I say to myself now...who am I to think I can make this CBD adventure work. You really think you can do this. You have nice little commissions every week but who are you to think you can make the kind of income that Gig does or the Klaus does. Who are you to think...who do you think you are...
and then I see that MOMENT. Rosie is staring back into my eyes with a small nod and she is piercing them into mine. You got this Mom, you got this. Its time to pack for CT. I'm still here.
What a business partner, what an undying love! God gave us that look and that moment...for this moment as if to say...you got this. I will see all my animals one day again but until then I have work to do helping others see the light streaming through a window for a chance to make their own lives better as well. Thank you Rosie for talking to me from the heavens! I love you sweet girl.
Your Mom and Business Partner,
Janet
Janet Collins
Royal Hemp Shop
Independent Associate CTFO
Executive Manager
If you or someone you love is struggling with pain or anxiety you can email me or call me. You can contact me through my web site at www.royalhempshop.com or www.royalhempsshop.myctfocbd.com
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